Hey i am Back!!!

Yup.... i haven been blogging frequently i noe...
well... everyday had been happy and fun for me... though there are times i feel like blogging about the days but jus too tired when i reach home.... and the next day jus keep flowing on with new fun stuffs.... haa..... its holiday time wad do you expect?? so..... things jus load up and i lost track of what to blog.... haaa.....

so... i am here to do a quick review then... i try my best to recap okay...... *putting on my thinking cap*.....

LEts see........

9DEC to 14DEC......
Its the week of my worst fear... the COMMOn test period!!!.... oh gosh... luckily its over.... well.... was still mugging the last min way.... but overall.. the paper i personally feel... (cos result not yet out) i did fairly alright...(pray the result is what i expect... if not i shall go into depression again... lol) but the CMA paper was a killer to me....
AHHHH..... Stop! Stop making me think of it... pLS..... *Pray*

ok... fast forward>>>>>''

minus the sad part... after 10.30 am on 14dec... its FUN time... YEAH.... i love Having fun... *who doesnt*....... me sinye and Peiling when down town... (orchard)... to "celebrate" well... one-sided was to look for PL Bday Present (FInally she is 18!! yeah... it means we can hit the Nightlife tgt??)...... the 2nd side was for myselfish reason... lol... to drag my time as i will only be meeting him at late afternoon........ wahaha.....
but end up... he didnt go for his lesson... (WTH.... friend say dun go then dun go....o.O). so we end up meeting earlier..... he join us gals have lunch then shop ard before we hit our own ways.... afterwhihc me and him went to catch a movie.... "THE TURNING MAN".... *was it?*.... wat a show... i didnt know wat story it was about.... waste my money...... grrr.....

15dec....
wad an exciting day... wahaha..... we (sinye Peiling Ivy and ME) went to the ESCAPE theme park to celebrate a belated bday for PEiling... wooh.... my most fearful ride was the pirate ship... giddy and so terrifying... also the huanted house... haaa.. was basically shutting my eyes during the whole walk and scareing myself... till i fell... oops.... not jus me... but Sinye came along with me to the ground.... WAHA... feel so guilty... *sorry sorry sorry*........ the most enjoyable ride goes to the flying man and the rainbow ride... cool.....!!
after which we went to meet cassie and huimian for dinner... we went to Mahatten fish market... had a great time the whole day.... wad a Frightening, Exciting, Fun and enjoyable day!!!.... Woooh....

16Dec...
work at kodak....

17dec...
day out with him...

18dec...
home day....

19dec....
help my sis for her prom night... gosh... wonder was it her prom or my prom... help her for the makeup of the day... wasnt a professional make up la... jus add some colours on the face... haha... but she still manage to carry it throughout the whole day.... well... end up.. i was late for me movie with him... we watch the "dejavu"... not too bad a show... heee... when for dinner then head home... =)

20dec...
went out with sinye to jp... shop ard then chit chat gal stuff.. then head home....

21dec....
went out with honyou and hoyeh and lida... a fun day out... check out photos below... was planing for candy's bday the next day... hahaa....

22dec...
its Candy"s bday... so we carried out our plans... and had a wonderful day out togather... yet another MUACKIES DAY OUT... haha... we went to Escape theme park (again for me) and had a great day there... this time round i had become bolder... yeah.. haaa.... we played the rainbow at least 5times and then the pirate ship for 3 times then the space ship for twice... wooh... a heart pumping day... head to tonkichi for dinner later... was welcome by the people there since hongu and agnes was working there... but the bill was still ex la.... hai... lol... i decleare brankrupt...

ps: doubt i can be able to update... so ya... i shall jus pin up the pictures... so enjoy!!

wooh....

yesterday... (4/12/06)....
i went to the pre-recording of the Superstar show (airing on channel 8 currently)....to support ZHANG LE SHENG........ it was rather a fun day there... although we waited for rather long... but some of the Guest Relation officer (GRO) are rather cute... so ok la... haaa.... interesting things i saw there are:

• Jon's sister (sitting in front of me while waiting) have really big diamonds... haha...
• Yifeng and JianFu didnt really host much of the programme at the recording, it was mostly host by one of the 933 DJ
• Yifeng NG a few time for one sentence
• Never walk pass the camera while shooting.... or u will be scolded and blamed...
• photoshoot that look so natural and nice on mag or prints are actually hard time shooting in real... they have to stay in that particular angle and position for quite some time....
• jon and darren look cute...
• as audience... we clap hand till so pain lei... cos they need to shoot us clap so need to clap quit long then can cut.. haaa
• jianfu does noe how to continue talking when he says smth wrong so that the editor can cut them out.
• the princess hour show... (Green) going for the star award red carpet wor... haaa... shhh...
• the studio actually quite small...

cant tot of much le.... haaa.... but then Lesheng did sing well la... so jus an advance news.... he got the highest score....

well... i will try to support him la.... but readers do help if u can also... he not really good looking though... but the talent is there la.... he really need outsider support cos he doesnt have much friends in spore... and not born with sliver spoon.... so support talent k... one call per show or two also nvm.,... jus within your limit....

today....(5/12/06)

late for lesson as usual..... dunno why this sem almost all lesson also late... haaa... last time got early de lor.... me and sinye and Ivy went to marina square to window shop around after lunch... (nv go lecture) .......... i so interested to help my sis shop for her prom dresses.... haaa.... then look around for the bag... christmas comming too... so looking ard for present too.... lol.....

after we parted, i met him for dinner.... we shop around first (toy shop)... then also went to some other shop and "HInt Hint" here "hint hint" there.... lol.... jus fooling around.... then went to have some dian xing for dinner.... ordered prawn cos tot he can eat... but seems like old problem coming back...... hai..... then after that.... we "replayed" some scences (went back to the same shop) ..... so lame right.... before we head to the bustop....... no people send me home today.... hai.... cos he driving... lol....... well... i was doozing off on the trip..... so tired... yawn....

now back home le..... feeling a bit guilty.... cos tml we need present CMA tutorial and PL and Ivy are doing all the problems.... and PL have to bring lappy tml.... hai...i feel so bad.... =( tml..... I MUST REACH EARLY TO HELP THEM!!

kk... that for all ba....

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Mmmm.... quite some time haven been blogging le...

well.... its either too tired or nothing much to blog about... if not... it will be have alot of things wane blog about but then dunno how to blog... and end up giving up...

there is really nothing interesting that had happened recently... well...

the CMA test was settle and i got back my result.... did fairly alright... but nv really feel very happy over it... hopefully test 2 will be equally good??? *pray*

the FMGT presentation was over as well... *phew* the comments from the teacher doesnt make me feel good... somehow i thnk she doesnt really like me in a good way?? ~i wonder~
but it was really fun working with sab and sheena... they are funny people... and also....
my favourite bunch of gals... Peiling, Ivy and Sinye.....
well... this sem i feel we had grown much more closer in term of friendship and i really like to thank them for those nice time... we have been laughing alot this sem... there are jus so many jokes... ahaha..... one start and the other jus link... lol... and their endurance of my nonsences and stupidness.... oh ya... Cassie and huimian as well... haha...

THE POTATOE KINGDOM RULE!!! =D

*haven been meeting much recently... due to ur exams then my projects and your training... hai... right now u are still at PulaUbin... i really wonder if u really did miss me?? tml its the 3rd month... hopefully can have a nice day out.. after that will be my turn to mug for test... then Will be christmas.... i jus wanne go walk down Orchard road.... and enjoy the beautiful lights... maybe count down too??... hee....... *


working at HD yesterday... well... its was super busy at times and super free on the other... but wasnt enjoyable at all... got "said" several times... didnt really feel good at it.... was doing the cashier.... but a few things i still not too sure and password i was not given... then alot of time i was stuck.... hey i jus learn my cashier skill there wad do you expect....

people that make my day there better was Daniel (the one who jus click with me), cassie (the sweetest gal) and quixian......... haaa..... love working with them.... hopefully later thay also working with me again and that today will be better... Yeah.....

gtg... bb....


Pic of my nephew... super cute i know.... heee....

MOTIVATION PLEASE!!!

works are stacking up higher and higher....

so stress...

but no motivation....

hai....

my head VERY BIG!!!

*keep thinking abt the loreal sale that sinye said... lol... gals....~*

hey palsssss... i am back....

was touched in the morning when i received smss from cassie and huixian telling me to cheer up and not forgetting sinye who heard me rant the previous night...

Thanks gals for the concern...

i felt so loved... haa... by all of you... lol...
and hey.... my blog does have readers yea??... lol...
but jus a few will tag frequently... haha......
that why i nv notice... =P

well...reached sch at 10 am today... was late by an hour for the ECD project meeting... phew... it was over... but hey... i really do feel very excited about our biz idea... but it seems like it doesnt interest some... sad.... nvm... we shall try to improvise.... jus
WATCH OUT!!!

after lesson suppose to attend the complusory ECD lecture.... but i jus tap my card and go... gues the teacher are not stupid too... there must be other way for them to trace who really is and who are not there.... hahha.... so i guess... my 3 participation marks are gone!!!.....

what to do???

i actually went out with him instead... cos he came to sch to find me... he suppose to bu chang for the week as from perious post... but well... he did treat me nicer today....or shld i say a bit better??

but hey!! that should be the way everytime K.... lol....

so.... i am waiting for better bu chang..... lol......

thats for all....

tata.....

i dun feel good now...

feel like crying...

and i dun know why.....

1 week plus nv see and what the big deal.... no diff for another and another more weeks....
then can have lots of time to play with your friends, meet new "people", and slp and slp....

oh come on fumei, dun think you are that important.
Cos u are never!

wow... its been a long time i blogged...

wanted to blog many times... but either too tired or too late....

so doing a quick recap of my activities....

thursday, 9th Nov...

wake up early at 7pm... suppose had lesson at 2pm to 3pm for IS... but i decided not to go...
cos my plans will crash up if i go...
went to meet HIM on the day also...
ate the specially cooked sardine pasta... lol.... NICE....
watched a funny show as well.. but haven finish.... hai... shall continue next time...

report to work at haagen dazs after that.... work wasnt really nice that day... cos got 2 newcomeR gals... from NJC some more... so act cute and no big no small... hai.. they even complaint about me.. that i very rude and order them do things.. haaa... luckily superviser help me... Phew... went home late at 1am then reach home... tired like mad... fall flat on bed after that....
ZzzZZZZ....

Friday, 10th Nov....

slept till 10 am then wake up... cos tired like mad from the work.... prepare rushingly for sch afterthat... reached sch late...but luckily not the latest.. phew...

after lesson... nv went for ECD lecture...
have lunch instead and discuss on FMGT and ECD project...
tot of a "not too bad" idea for ECD... haaaa
"a Four Season Theme Resturant"... yea...
its sound crazy... but maybe one day it might come true???
Hee.....

Slacked a bit more then we went Atrium to shop ard as they having a bazaar there...
wanted buy some face masks but nv... cos NO MONEY!!.... why??? read down....

set off for work after which to raffle city.... ME and PL met E.T on the bus and chat... and i alight a few stops later than the usual.... haa.... tot the buses shld be the same...but end up... dun have the bus i want... lol.... so got to change bus.... *bang bang*

work was ok... i got to learn and be the cashier for the day... phew... i was so nervous as its my 1st time... but luckily got "gao shou" near me... haaa.... Did the closing of the cashier for the day as well... manage to learn more things this time round.... the Lao Da came today as well.... as usual... he look happy to see me... haha.... i learn to appreciate him more after my ITP... lol... Shhh.... went home even later today... at 2am plus then reach home.... *boom* flat on the cozy bed once home...

saturday, 11 NOv....

wake up ard 12pm.... Shocking... cos it means i will be late for work at Kodak...
was half dead today... eyes so small... and look so scary... but still no choice... got to get out and scare pple... Luckily biz wasnt as bad cos of ME... lol... system also change there due to change of boss... hai... become very ma fan and cannot go home earlier... *Y%$@

got home online a while... then watch some Taiwan Variety show and head to dreamland...

Sunday, 12Nov....

Nothing special today... jus did my YEC minutes of meeting and then surf online awhile then my cousin came and took over my Computer... GRR... the 2nd son inherit his dad loud voice.. and i mean LOUD... cant stand the noise... hai.... boys....

AOB....
well... bought a Digital camra... FINALLY.... for the sake of my sis... was rather sad... spend 414.75 on it... cos the GST was included only upon payment... i was hopping mad... but what to do... hai... went over FUnan IT mall... saw the same at 399 (gst incld) ..... more mad...... but their SDcard was 512mb though... hai... but still bought liao.... that y no money

CMA test coming also... and so is the dead line for FMGT project... and ECD short report... hai.,... one word to say it all... STRESS..... working wed to fri at HD somemore next week and also sun at kodak... hai.... How???...... Scratch Head lor.....

k la...
time for bed....
belows are pictures i taken....
enjoy....

Ps.: nope... ur screen isnt dirty.. i got a pimple on my cheek!!... GR....

Kindly Ignore it... thanks....

here to blog about my day yesterday....

well.... lesson start at 11am today... i was on a light day cos i wasnt going for the afternoon lecture....

anyway...
lesson felt so Shuang today... lol.... WL they came over to ask us regarding the grouping thingy first... and another other matter... hahaa.... must be shocked by our reaction the day before cos of the grouping thingy... YEAH... we win.... !!!!

Justine came over to apologise as well... and then ask if he can join for ECD... lol... we say we shall consider this time round.... WAHAHA.... like so "diao(4) qi(3) lai(2) mai(4)" ..... but its jus Super SHUANG..... Yohooo!!!

after lesson went to met up with cassie and huimian tgt with PL, Ivy and Sinye... walk with them to the bus stop then i head toward my Bishan to meet Him....

its our 2nd month...
reach there in half an hour time... so walk ard to wait for him....

well... was planing how to chop actually... hahaha

when he finally came.... we decided to head to bugis for our lunch... cos i wanne eat Sakae Sushi.... lol..... we had the buffet there... lol... so full... after which.... when to walk ard Art friend and then the library... then we head to TCC... lol... i think its another TCC located at a corner de..... not the open space de....

they were on the halloween theme.... so there was alot of horror display... lol... we was seated in front of one that is dressed in black without the face de... lol.... Tried 3 of their drink and their potatoe wedge with cheese... lol....

we stayed at TCC for quite sometime then head to BV to shop ard for my Bag... heee.... HE SAY HE WANNE BUY ME A BAG!!....oops....

now everyone noe... hahah....*evil plot*

wasnt really in the mood to look for bag and not yet have an idea what bag i wanne get... so put it on hold 1st....

head home on bus after that....

*thanks for the day... *

~~~~~~

that for yesterday...

today didnt have sch... cos IS no meet up.... but i going back HD to work... today... hope nth goes wrong... and may i get to ride the cab home later... *pray*....

hi people....

wanted blog about my day out today...

but is really tired and wanting to rest now...

though i had coffe jus now....

things are also going thru my mind....

so i shall blog about the fun part some other time....

take care.....


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good morning!!!

hai.... didnt slp well... was woke up by my meimei... so frustrated... she keep knocking at my bed... so noise... think she is really very spoilt..... dunno what to do with her......

Never went back to slp...... though never slp enough...cos i jus keep thinking about something... and have a very lousy feeling.... i jus dun like it lor......

*i dunno what u mad about for yesterday... jus cos of the report??*

anyway...
Yesterday.....

woke up at 7.30...which mean i slept for onli 5hours.... then very alert liao.. haaa.... wanted do my report... but my meimei was playing a game with the desktop... then i went over to help her Play... then play and play.... we cannot stop... until i late for my lesson... lol.... *oops.... better dun let the tutor see this......*

after lesson... it was pouring rain again.... i went to orchard to meet the muackies... but i was early... so i went far east and walk walk......... didnt buy anything there.... then i went over to meet HongU and Lida.....

later.... huixian and hoyeh also came along... then we head to Food Republic for dinner.... wahaha.... dunno why Muackies jus cant get full.... lol.... all our outing is eat and eat and eat..... =D no wonder we all growing the wrong direction.... haaa....

candy came and join us later.... then we went to take neo prints.... shall post them up at a later date........

afterwhich... we head to the basement of Cine to eat again... lol.... ya we are monstersssss.... haha.....

then shop around and then bought something... *wink wink* ... shh..... but later find that like not really nice... but nvm la... buy liao.....

oh ya... we try the japaness Ice cream... the wasabi flavour de.... oh gosh... its really a very "fresh and New" flavour... haaa....

head home after that..... reach home at 12... very late... hai.... Muackies dun meet often you see.....

kk... that for all...

hello....

jus finish watching the diamond love show... so decided to surf around first then head to my report....

haaa.....
been out for lunch with him today at clementi.... then he send me to sch... but make me cross the overhead bridge with him.... GRR.....

lesson was boring.... had a discussion with my team mates and decided on a few ideas... got to check out the clementi CC open house thingy for them.... hopefully it work out....

after lesson i brought cassie to Raffle city haggen dazs to apply for job, at the same time, to write my schedule for next week...

after which, i met him again for dinner.... then we walk around and explore a few places.... lol.... dunno why so hyper today also... hahaa..... was quite a fun day though....

had coffee also cos i wanted to chiong the report today.... hai....

*yeah.... i cant slp... u cant slp...*

took cab home just now... lol... a bit regret though... shld have save the money to shop instead... lol.....

kk.... think gonna start the report le... and hopefully i do so....

*haha.... i gonna chop with a big big chopper next wed.... hiak...*

Nothing much happen today...

its Hari Raya Adilfitri, so its a Public holiday!!!

and its also my cute little nephew full month celebration!!!

Horizon is Full Month....

he look so cute and sweet..... haaa.... he can now stay awake and play le... not like the first 2 weeks where all he does is slp and slp..... lol.... cute little sweety..... haaa....

sis say will bring him over 2 weeks later.... YEAH.... for us to "play"...lol.... >.<

but we never stay long at her side though... cos its rather crowded there... i wanted to stay longer... cos my sis they were busy hosting... and horizon is like a display baby in the sarong... he wanted to slp but cant... cos people keep coming in to see him and talk very loud... *sayang x2*

but i still went home with my parents...cos they keep nagging about staying there will disturb people.... hai.... I am her Aunty lei... where got disturb people!!!

k la... nothing much happened after that though...

HAPPY Hari Raya Adifitri for all muslim friends....

and HAppy Holiday for All other out there....

wanne blog yesterday, but can't as i dunno if blogger was down.

ok... like what my previous blog said, i wanne pack my wardrobe right??
and yes i did... so proud of myself.. haa... but i like used up the whole afternoon to do it.. and i onli pack my "items" section nia... haha.... =X
i start packing at around 10.30am and finish at ard 2pm. lol...

afterwhich, i prepare myself to go out and meet the gals.. i called sinye and she told me that she going to meet her BF.. then i ask wat about helene then she said helene going having dinner at Raffles Hotel... wow... haha... heard its not cheap there wor... then we kid that she was holding her wedding there... so lame... lol..... but if she ever does... make sure she noe what to do... INVITE US!! lol..... =D

then i called cassie and she was with peiling at suntec.. so i went down to meet them lor.... they was at the body shop sale whenn i arrived... haha... they ask if i wanne go walk another round on the phone... i keep saying no... but in the end... the temptation was so strong...... so i went for another round... keep controlling myself... but in the end i bought a shimmering 4 cube eyeshadow.... 12.90... very nice....








a littel bit regret nv get the mascara the day before... cos if i bought it then.. we will onli need pay 19.90 for 3 items and not 15.90 on 2 items... haha.... *ouch*.......oh ya... was tempt by the body glitter brush too... *wink Wink*

after that... we went to the arcade to play... i feel that i like very no tong nian... lol.... i only went to arcade in Pri 4 for like twice?? then nv go le.... cos i guai mah.. then pple always tell me alot of bad people there... then i scare nv go lor... lol.... shh... my mi(4) mi(4).........

anyway, another reason was that i dunno how to play the game there also.. then i scare people laugh at me... so i always nv go and play lor... then yesterday, we play a dunno wat machines... i was the 1st to lost again.... lol......

then we watched cassie play her para para... haha...

afterwhich we accompanied cassie to buy her friend bday cake... lol... then set off to cityhall MRT thru their shuttle bus... then cassie went off to meet her friends for dinner while me and PL travel, by walking down to Bugis... lol.... luckily nv walk the wrong way... if not PL blame me... lol.....

went down to bugis and meet HIM and YW (their friend)..... lol... had duck rice then went walk walk ard.... then chat and home.... haa.....

well, i guess it was cos i was there then YW shy to talk about his stuff.. so PS... lol.... aiya.. dun worry la... fumei also siao siao de... u haven c yet only... lol..... =D

that my day.....

i tot of HIM yesterday....

haha...

feeling so happy now....

went to the body shop sale with sinye, helene and cassie today, after our I&E lesson..... luckily i nv dress till very lok kok to sch today... heee....

the body shop sale was great..... its a up to 70% sale... i spend abount <50 buck on the sale and got lots of stuff. i got a blusher, a brush (super worth it), a lip gloss, a strawberry body lotion, a ocenus and white musk body lotion, a eyeshow and a leg scrapper.... super cheap right???
haha. so happy with my spree today......

sinye say tml maybe wanne go again to check out what other new things they have.... lol..... cos we "holiday" tomorrow... lol.... k la... its self declared.... lol..... oops.....

its jus lecture we skip.... not like some1 who have used up its holiday (for tuitorial) within only 3 weeks of sch... wahahha......

anyway, got to pack my wardrobe soon... cos its been piling up with my spree, and its in a mess... lol.... maybe tml holiday will be a fruitful 1?? ;lol....... my mum will be super happy if i does pack it... lol.... =P

kk... got to go unload my spree liao....

tata.....

hi people....

i wanted to do my ITP report actually... but really no mood and motivations.... hai..... so i blog 1st lor....

ok... i did smth really wrong yesterday....
i "put airplane" on HIM..... last min airplan...
i know he was really mad... but i really didnt mean it though...
i was quite confuse between going out with the gals and him... when its ard 3pm le... then i know i need to get to a decision... so i ask PL and Sinye izzit they wanne date me out... and they seems like having smth to talk to me about... so i decided to go out with them instead.....
but i nv know u were already on ur way...... I am really very PS about it.... Sorry...

i wanted to get u tag along.. but like very weird... so i call u to turn back... i noe i really very guo fen la.... but i seriously nv anyhow dua people de... i only might be late nia.... oops.... ur case... i dunno what to say..... but sorry.....

but anyway.... u got back le wat... u told me you was drunk later in the night and make me worried.... and mad..... and didnt get to slp well too... was thinking and feeling so bad the whole night.......... Serious..........

i hope u are not angry anymore... are you??

oh ya... another thing... my LO called me and say i cannot get my money yet... cos they need it and having some trouble.. this is the last delay i am giving them liao.... if not i will jus draw the money next time round.... also.... i taking BLAW this sem k... lol..... jking.........

cheer....

hi peeps!

i am here to blog again....

well.... how do i feel now??

wat shld i say...... i dun feel anything.....
my common sense tell me i shld feel smth.....
but i am really not feeling anything.....

found out quite a number of stuff in his life today.....

but.... well the only thing i feel about is that i am no diff from the "restsssssssssss".

he dump my candles in there too... wat does it mean....i am no different?? jus something that belongs to the box also???

anyway, he let me know quite number of stuff in his past with the other HEr.... actually...... i was rather disappointed with smth when i saw those Pics...... a little on those wordings...... but more on the fact that she wears spect too!! =<... ok i know that lame... scold me for all u want readers.....

i actually tot that i was some1 who will not mind abit of the past....... *except the fact on "bad records"*... i tot if i was able to accept it in the 1st place, i will be able to take anything... but i am jus an ordinary simple gal.... that sad............

anyway... i am now going to say smth i didnt say on that day i wanted to......

i need you to assure me!!!

also... i will rather know then dun know... u know wat i mean....

well.....

was chatting on MSN with him jus now.....
ask him smth regarding his blog entries......

erm..... somehow... that chat make me check back to one of my entry in ard june.....

well.... when i read that entry.... i didnt feel that strong sense of missing anymore.... perharp.... its really shi xing le???

haaa......

hey.... this actually make me think back about those old times... lol....

i recalled my 1st crush happened when i was in pri 1 (in Boon lay garden pri)???

(heee... young young also will have crush de wor)...........

that guy was some1 who Q was behind me.....

those time we always pair in two (one boy one gal) and hold hands remember???

lol..... now seems rather funny... why teacher want us to hold each other hands that time.... lol..... =D...

anyway, at that time, i always hope one of the guy in front of us was sick so that the Q will go down by 1 and i get to hold his hand.... lol..... so funny to think of it now..... WAHAHA

2nd crush: happenend when i was transferred to Merlimau Pri (P3).....
(after a period of time of getting over my 1st??? ......hey i am a devoted person k... lol=X)

this guy was some1 sitting behind me..... joker of the class.... and was the guy i found most handsome de.... lol..... so i always like to turn around and borrow things from him.... lol.....

*cant believe i was so hua zhi when i was young*

this guy was one of my gd friend in P3 and P4... always play tgt de.... till in P4 when some1 spread "rumours" that i like him... then our friendship somehow broke... lol... (those time very sensitive/shy remember??)
haha...... but i remembered he once told me "yi dian dian" in P4, after the rumour, but b4 we split class in P5.... sob sob... lol...... =D....

this crush last till in early P6?? when we were again in the same class... haaa....(hey, like i said... i am devoted de.....)

3rd crush: after i "abandoned" my 2nd... lol..... its quite a funny 1 though..... this guy was some1 who always pissed me off in P3,4,5 de.... lol.... we always dou zui de.... wahaha..... and this crush also last for like till early sec 2?? hahaa.... dun laugh at me lei.....

PS: after like sec 3 did i found out in P6 he also got crush on me... lol... so funny... wahaha

BTW... this guy now also in NP BS course wor.... but like i say that was old old times..... lol..... and he is not my cup of tea liao..... so dao.... oops....
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through out my sec sch i nv really have any big crush on any1 anymore... and i was wondering if i was adnormal.... haha..... =D...

then sec4 after graduated.... went out to work... also nv found any 1 i really like...

*of course through out those period got small small crushes la.... but not major one like mentioned... *

then i felt more adnormal... haha.... was worried then that i might have lost the ability to "love" again.....
was going....."oh noo.... wat happended to me!!??? "

4th crush: till ard 2005 july did i meet A.... and did i noe i was normal all this while.... haha.......... i felt love again.... but though things nv work out, at least i know i was normal..... haha.......

then now.... most of you out there shld have known.......

i got HIM.....

so its CONFIRMED that i was normal k.....lol......

i think i am laughing my head off typping this out.....
i cant imagine i used to be so..... hahahahah

can see when i really like smth, its usually long yea??? lol.....

hope my sis is doing well......

yes i am back to blog again...

well... half an hour more and i got to leave for my work....

well... what do i have to say....

I lOve My Sis...... and i hope she and her child can be happy always....
I never blame my sis at all..... i only miss her..... i didnt noe she had been suffering so long with her emotions.... the confession yesterday draw the 3 of us into tears.....

"Jie i nv blame you at all.... u dun need to seek my forgiven...... i understand how u had been feeling about it all the time..... pls dun be silly and keep blaming urself.... pls be happy again.... u have got a child now to take care of.... he needs all ur love and wants u to be happy... he wants you to recover.... he is here to brighten up ur live.... so pls dun let him down..... pls put aside all those silly thoughts...... shower ur baby with all ur love...."

recalling those time we used to spend tgt in our childhood..... i really treasure it all... i confess that i felt lonely at time that i didnt have any1 to share with when i hope for u to be here.... u left me at a growing up age.... but u are not to blame.... and regarding those thoughts u had... PLS PLS PLS...... put them aside.... i will nv do anything that hurts you.... TRUST remember??? he is ur husband and u got to trust him..... dun think too much about anything and be a happy mum..... i am longing for ur baby to come to his aunts and grandma house...... i am longing to hug him soon....

Now, all i want is you to become happy again..... i dun want to see u sad nor troubled by those tots u think i care.... No i dun blame u.... and its true.... Pls dun live with guilt......

i will continue to seek for my own happiness and bear all the advices u had given us....

i will be save and strong.... and so must you.....

I will take good care of mei mei and xiao mei....dun worry.....

its been a quite a long time since i update....

too tired after work and late when i get home le ba......

dunno what to update too....

anyway, ITP sux.........

life boring during this holiday......

except those days of going out???..... hee... *blush*

erm... most lastest happening event shld be on 1st oct ba.......

*Really enjoyed my day... Thanks a lot.......*

ya... 30sept i went for the Clementi CC for its lantern festival..... YEC was doing the mooncake making session for the children.... it was fun and the turnout was above expectations..... YEC rox...... I am Loving it..... haha.........

feel like going shopping so much... and wanne buy alot of stuff...... but broke..... lol...... all ITP fault...... *curse and curse*

must go look for some good lobang liao.... hee.....

Haagen-dazs... shld i go back???

14 signs of falling in <3

[,FOURTEEN.]:YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE PICTURE ALL THE TIME.

[.THIRTEEN.]:WHEN YOUR ON tHE PHONE WItH tHEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOUSTILL MISS tHEM EVEN WHEN It WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.

[.TWELVE.]:YOU READ THEIR TEXTS OR IM'S OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

[.ELEVEN.]:YOU WALK REALLY SlOW WHEN YOU'RE WItH THEM

[.TEN.]:YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER THEY'RE AROUND.

[.NINE.]:WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEARTBEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME

[.EIGHT.]:YOU SMIlE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.

[.SEVEN.]:WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM/HER.

[.SIX.]:YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS,WHILE THINKING OF THEM

[.FIVE.]:THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

[.FOUR.]:YOU GEt HIGH JUSt FROM THEIR SCENT.

[.THREE.]:YOU REAlIZE THAt YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.

[.TWO.]:YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

[.ONE.]:WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONEPERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...

APRIL>> GORGEOUS<<

• Drop dead gorgeous!!!
• Attractive personality.
• Very sexy.
• Affectionate & Secretive.
• Naturally honest
• generous and sympathetic.
• Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot!
• Loves to get their way!
• Unbelievable kisser!
• Easily angered.
• Very stubborn in the most way possible!
• Loves to get noticed!
• Willing to take risks for others.
• Makes good choices.
• Has a great fashion sense!
• Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*.
• Outgoing and crazy at times!
• Intelligent.
• Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!
• Can love as much as possible!
• Hates insults.
• Loves compliments!
• Just one of the clumsiest people you will ever meet.
• A very big flirt!
• Trustworthy.
• Appreciative and returns kindness.
• The best in bed out of MFE these months!!
• Hardly shows emotions.
• Tends to bottle up feelings.
• Observant and assesses others.

haha.... how true are they on me??

TAg TAg TAg

hai....

"i don't wanne miss a thing" =====>> a song that will draw back memories and maybe tears.... hai..... not gonna think about it......

well... ytd went out with the 5 lovely gals, Sinye, Ivy, Jas, Peiling and cassie........ i jus love to see them....heee...... Fun... Cheeky.... lame.... sweet.... pretty...... cute....... and many many more...... lol.... they are jus that great.... =)

bought the bag i wanted finally.... but this morning found a torn part.... so sad..... the bag make me look forward to sch again..... lol.....

ya... ytd brought him along to meet the gals..... hope he didnt freak them out... well.... its his luck to get to know all those gals yea??? lol.....

today seems short for me.....
wake up around 10am plus..... then ate my breakfast followed by my lunch....... afterwhich, set off for work............

hai.... been feeling so bloated this whole week... felt like shitting but cant shit.... feel like getting some pills....

work today was normal.... jus that the indian customer that pissed me off the other time came back today to pissed me even more.... lol.... jus cant stand his attitude........

well... took some pictures today with the aunty and print them out..... haa.... so blue today... lol... hee.....

so looking forward to next week PMG machine....cos i can print all my pictures..... hee.....

hello....

i am back....

well... this week haven been updating cos i return home too tired and rather late.... no energy to online... haaa.....
*but i know he reached home later.... lol.... =P........ *orhbee* =X

went out 4 straight days with him.... so SIAN lor.... lol.... =P jking.....

*thanks! its been a nice week*

met peiling ytd and passed me the FOX discount vouchers... lol.... shall go shopping soon??? hee....

hai.... today didnt feel very good.... sad actually.....
sinye smsed me to inform me that result is out.... i was so afraid to see it.... (for the 1st time i felt fear).... but i still log in and check..... =''( i am so DISAPPOINTed by it.... hai.... its far below expectation.... so sad.... though i passed IEF, i still feel sad...... esp my PMKT, AAA and IS (SEDP and FLASH).... i am extremly upset with IS cos i didnt expect to get a C+ for SEDP.... and flash also bad... got B.... so sad........=(
hai....

glad for sinye though.... above expectation... =) good job gal....

hai.... my ITP log book also nv update for a week liao.... cant remember what i did... sian.....

WHY sch haven reopen?? i miss sch...... =X

this week pass real fast for attachment... maybe cos everynight go out??? lol.....=D

eyes shutting again.... yawn.... tml gonna be short day... Yippee!!! but sun need to work again..... hai.... slogging my youth away..... lol....

guess i need to go back Haagen-dazs to quit le... dun wanne leave a space there..... but miss there a bit la.... lol.....

kk.... tk care pals....

15:7

=)

Day was bad at the start,

great at the end....

thanks.

11:4

"to be frank la

ur past is not impt to me

no matter u r sad or happy then

wad matters to me is the present n future u

cause i will try my very best to make your happy n hear all ur rants"

sweet??
heee

hello....

wanted to update....

but cant cos i gonna be late for work le

will update tonight??

anyway....

feeling pissed now....

why..... haaaa.......

jus pissed

bye

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....
and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,
and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away,

tears streaming down her face.

The boy grabbed her arm and said....

You're not pretty you're beautiful.

I don't want to be with you forever,
I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...


I'd die...


SO NOW I WILL SAY:

I like you because of who you are to me....

hi

=) this is wat i am now....

haha....

well...... day at work wasnt really good.... whole day only phtocopy then sorting then calling... hai.... and had a bad experience with the boss.... he suan me lor... ask me whether my family smoke then say y they nv smoke.... smoke is good kind of crap.... guess is cos that day he smoke in the office then he saw i like hold my nose.... %#)*^

hai.... jus hope this holiday end fast.... the 1st time i hope so.... well.... though i know sch reopening means exams.... -.-".........

ok... got to go dreamland liao....
tk care pple.....

*thx for the day =)*

hello... i am back.....

*huan ying huan ying*

thank you thank you....=D

ok... i dunno why but i suddenyl feel very high... lol....
maybe i am always high most of the time??? lol....

but actually i am onli high when i am with my bunch of sweetie friends...

i really love my friends alot.....

recalling all the time after i left secondary... i shld say, i am living more happily le.... glad for myself.... =)

alright.... today is sunday... but i still had to work... sigh....
woke up at 7.50am by the noise from the living room.... my 2nd aunt and my cousins were out from malaysia for the doc appt.... so they were preparing to set home this morning... and woke up early... poor me... lol....

didnt slp well last night too... cos my bed was given to my aunt... then i slp in another room... i shi mian.... cos the bed so hard... dun have my pillow and bolster pei also... sob..... and tml i need to work again... sigh.....

set off for work at ard 12.15 pm....
was on time today.... wah.... today was super busy..... and i super irritated as well.... and well.... i keep writing the wrong thing and doing things with lots of errors... cos my whole mind was occupied by something else....

hai..... been pondering and pondering and pondering......

alright... and i got sucky attitude today to the customers also... alot of then tio my attitude... haa.... well... its not jus 1 sided though... they are really irritating... keep repeating and repeating the same thing then show so hao lian attitude and also talk like we owe them like that.... drive me and the aunty crazy.... GRRRR

oh ya.... i feel my skin like not that good le lei.... can c red veins de.... sob.... ="(... esp my cheek.... dunno izzit cos i make up.... or i xing li bing...=D

after work i came home and here i am in front of the computer.. blogging and chatting.... lol.....

yesterday...
went to suntec to look for PL..... haha... shock her out... but can c she really feel very lonely there.... but there got 1 shuai ge with her..... so ok la.... haaaa.......
she was working the children section... wow... the kids nowadays are really fortunate.... so many beautifully clothes for them to wear.... *xian mu*... i last time is wear those pass down clothes lor... where got so xing fu buy new de.... haaaa.....

ok... after which went shop shop with jas as she wanne look for ebase and also this fashion to buy things.... lol.... wonder if she went down today to get that top not... haha.....

then we went to hunt for food cos we were too hungry... nv ate the whole day.... lol..... we did smth stupid at carrefour.....haha.... we when from station to station to "test" the food.... wahaha....
but me and PL fail at a station cos it was mend by a young not bad looking guy... so must bao chi xin xiang mah..... WAHAHA..... but jas was not defeated by him... LOL....

really did enjoy my days....
tml is the 2nd week of attachment le.... hopefully i help to find the place asap then i wun so stress le.....

kk.... take care.... =)

oh god...

didnt know i would be blogging another entry so soon... haaa...

checked out JUn xiang blog and.... oh man... that song...
T.T........

memories......

hai....

*its over fumei*

Its been a long time since i blogged....

haha... any1 been missing me???? lol

hai.... well... lots of stuff took place thru out this few weeks... things that take a load of my mind, things that doesnt make my holiday seems enjoyable and things that are so UNEXPECTED!!!!

ok.... 1st of all.... all my exams are OVER!!! yeah.... now onli waiting for my phone to ring on the 15sept for the results... lol... hopefully i manage to pass (i jus wanne pass pls) IEF..... and hope i did well for PMKT and AAA.... *pray*

secondly, i had started my ITP (Industrial Training Programme).... hai.... everyday had to travel for 1 hr to 2 hr from jurong to katong..... sad.... lack of slp.... later i become older.... lol... sleep is very impt for gals de wor....>.<

well... all i did there was looking thru the classified for new office spaces (cos the company wanne relocate by dec..) i was quit stress by it though.... cos like the requirements is very difficult lor... wat a boss....lol.... other things i done are like helping them to type some documents, do accounts, update some datas... etc.... hai... very sian... i hate to look thru the paper.... make me feel like doozing off and times seems to crawl like snail..... hai..... now 1 week of attachment had passed.... left 6 more weeks!!!!! CHIONG AH!!!!!

ok.... the next BIG thing that happened to me was well..... let me start the story....

27/08/06
its the end of HELL... (exams i mean)... most pple came online and chat... lol... seems like ages we were aways from MSN... haaa... so..... suddenly, PL click on me for a conference... i tot she was gonna discuss the cassie's outing... then i started talking abt it... when i suddenly realised the person inside the conference... (jus one other person) was not any of the gals.... was a tommy email... and i tot he was our class tommy.... lol... =D so i was like shock... y peiling invited him to the conference.... later did i noe this "tommy" was not the TB06 de.... it was peiling's friend.... (ES)...... so we chatted la.....

then chat and chat lor......

then we msg and msg.....

and we met on the 1st sept.... for a movie...
the movie (snake on the plane) didnt really scare me.... cos..... ..........

ok.... and now is 2nd sept....

will blog more when things are more stable....

till then....
take care pple.... =D

i am super FED UP

IRRITATED

UPSET

Now...

i really dunno why i so suai....

finally got the mood to study then came this frustrating call...

i finally cooled myself down with that super LOW pay i am getting for my ITP

then another problem came....

my LO called to inform me that the company i am posted to had moved to Joo Chiat instead...

WTH.....

what wrong with this company??? why must they have soo many problems??

i am really very upset with it...

and its spoiling my study mood...

i am already very stressed up then this thing came and upset me further....

i almost breakdown when i was MSNing Sinye....

maybe i might appeared to be a spoilt brat to those ITP officers...

complaining even b4 i started working....

but what do you expect me to feel when i was already so depressed with the money and and the working hours... then came the changing of location....

and what more.... its so far and inconvenience....

my LO call me to ask for transfer....

hopefully i get a better one....

and i dunno how i going to study with this hard feeling bothering me....

&%#$@

stressed up...

wat else....

exams coming this sat....

but i am thinking of post exam period liao...

hope i am like the movie, click

can fast forward....

*wishful thinking*

btw....

shopping and movie are on my after exam list....

any1 game??

=)

I Am A DEVIl....

i am sooo guilty now.....

i am sorry candy.....

i didnt mean to push you for it.....

sorry.....

=(

hai... i type a long blog for this....
but cos i tried to add smth into the blog, the whole entries became an error.... and i lost the whole page....
AHHH....

type a much shorter one here....

when to watch fire work on the 8/8/06 at the esplanade, presented by the spore team for the firework festival....
didnt take any pictures down... what a pity
well, i went with lirong, junxiu and her friends....
we were late so when we were half way to the "durain", the firework started... so me and lirong very anxious and started to run.... so we watch as we run... but cant c much cos all blocked.....
but in the end we found a spot at the makan sutra....

the fireworks are really nice....
i nv enjoy firework so much....
its really beautiful....
esp during the last part ....
wooh.....
=D
how i wish to c it all over again..... lol
lirong even touch to tears.....
wahaha

but the crowd was really large....
when the whole things ends.... the whole crowd start to move and push to get out.... lol....

after we got out of the crowd, we head to the giant at marina square to buy some drink.... wah.... pity the cashier... cos she cannot go home... the Q there was super long..... we took like 40min to Q....
phew...

i got home at ard 11.30 that day...

then came national day on 9aug....
i actually organised a gathering for those ex _ti pple....
lol.... suppose to be a successful1... but in the end.....
onli lirong, serlyna and chun yuan came...
so we had steamboat at marina south...
didnt really ate much....

after eating till 8pm, we prepared to go watch the national day firework.... it was quite small... but still nice.... love it...

i am starting to love fireworks liao...
reached home quit early that day...
at ard 10.30 reached home le..
lol
really did enjoyed this two days....
=)

yoz people...

i am back once again...

i shant be blogging today de....

but i broke my rule again.... =P

*arhbisee*

well... i actually plan to start my revision for exam today,

but i end up (as expected) to be blogging here.....

hAI.....

cant help it....

tooo lack of discipline....

well.... what shld i say.....

i didnt plan to come online at all today, cos i was almost online whole day ytd.....

i guess my lappy was strong enough to withstand the long hours.... lol

*touch wood touch wood*

heeex...

but i still came online still....

cos i wanted to check my exam timetable...

also to check if i have all the Ief notes.... (and yes i did)

but all my notes are blank, unlike my friends.... sob...

so gonna photocopy from them again....

*bang*

well... life in poly izzit as easy as what other see...

u can slack of course, but at the expense of ur own GPA....

like me...

and ur money are spent on printing papers, papers and more papers!!!

wahaha....

wonder what the lappy for,

maybe Republic poly is better???

lol....

typical singaporean, looking elsewhere when they feel their side are too demanding....

wahahaha

ok... so since i am online,

and blogged an entry ytd, so i decided to came by to check if any1 came to check out my blog...

and as expected.... there is.....

lol.....

and its sinye..... lol

heee...... =)

loyal reader.....=X

i really like that neo print i posted with my muackies....

izzit it perfect??? lol...

was thinking whether i shld change my blogskin again....

that mean another 2hr online??!!!

oh.. here i go again....

finding excuses to slack...

alright, back to topic....

welll i was at my blog, like i say,

and i decided to check out my sis blog...

so i click on her name....

and tada....

i was there.... *lame*

alright, my sis nv really update regulary cos most of her time is spend at studying and going out...

lol....

suddenly recalled my olvl time and felt so guilty.... haaa

i was so slack then....

lol... but still wasnt too bad for my result, cos my math no prob and sci ok..

but my sis case more serioud, math not ok, sci not ok...

onli history, eng, chinese, lit ok.... hai...

impt ones not ok, not impt one ok...

hopefully she will manage to do well...

but wat i wanne say is that,

i am really impress with the way they wrote their blog...

i mean... their languge is really strong... and their style is very distinct..

felt so malu suddenly...

lol... check out 2 other of her friends blog, and it was great as well

guess studying in sec is so much better....

feel like going back to my sec to study.....

miss those math lesson, recess and after sch session and those discipline teachers...

haaa..... *big smile*

her friends blog are so marvellous....

their style and everything...

lol....

and they had so much photo in it....

and suddenly i had my strong urge to get my digital camera...

but need to collect back my loan 1st...

lol....

ok... gonna go bath and have luch and hopefully i will be able to sit down peacefully to study ...

wish me luck....

*I WANT MY DIGITAL CAMERA*

jus had a bath and felt better...

earlier on, i was feeling so vex...

heard some news that is not favourable to me....

hai..

i jus hope somehow, he/she will know what is wrong and do smth about it...
maybe he/she needs a really serious event to take place b4 he/she can learn...

like i once told a friend, we dun live in a world of our own...
no matter how we hate human beings, we had to live with them...

i really dun wish what we had predicted to happen....
i hope things can be peacefully settle....

to me, i handle others people stuff b4 me esp when it involve me... like when i borrow a pencil or anything... i will use it asap and return it... hahaaa..... lame example...

cant recall much of what i did this week....
jus sch and home...

oh ya... i am done and over with my flash...... hurray
its over finally...

guess i did quit well. =) as compared to others la.... so proud of myself...
not that i put alot of effort in it... its cos other even more slack than me....
so i am not the worst..... hee..... cant believe it though....
maybe i am born to be smart....>.<

oh ya... had a sweet dream... but sweet dreams are not meant to come true... hai....
if onli its true....
lol.... i so hua zhi....

hahaahah

work ytd wasnt really good....
the boss came down, so i was quite stress....
then jasmine came by and say hi, give me a fright, make me dun dare to cut the customers photo...
haaaa...

oh ya... i guess i saw qian yi ytd too... but not too sure.... hai.... i hope she walk into the shop and see me, wanne noe how she would react... lol.....
again memories flashback....
*sigh*

today.... lol.... dunno to laugh or to cry
was awake and lazing in the bed ard 9.30 when my hP rang, an unknown no.
so i picked up and to my surprise, its CH, i was like shock... why she choose to call me...

CH: fumei ah, do u know what the timing for ief today? 10am or 11am?
FM: 10am
CH: 10 0r 11?
FM: 10!
CH: 10? not 11 meh?
FM: 10!! today is Q and A onli, go onli if u got qns, if not dun go, she will scold
CH: ok. thanks. really 10 huh?
FM: YA

that the conversation....

after which, ard 1045am, she called again

CH: fumei ah, u know where is the venue for IEF today??
FM: its at blk 72 level 5
CH: izzit that for pmkt?
FM: (WTH pmkt where got make up lesson??) no its at blk 72, ytd change liao.
CH: huh?!
FM: today is an open session for q and a, no need go de, if onli u got qns then go, if not she wun entertain you.
CH: what about the presentation?
FM: it is an open lesson, no presentation today, onli Q&A, she will arrange another revision lesson another time.
CH: huh~ ok lor thank

that it.... i know i sounded so mean, but hai.... like i say, i am mean....

alright..... as for other prob, its case sensitive here... lol

kk.... smile reader..... =)

hello...

haaa..... haven been home so early for ages liao.... lol...
shld say at least none since this term start... well all the projects are completed
o no need stay back for disscusions anymore..... YEAH... =D

but right now i still have my Flash to complete then hurray....
but not that soon yet.... still had the big EXAMs to face.... grr....
hate is a million time... but.... jus read a email that actually remind us of those poor soul at the other end of the world who doesnt even have education, food, clothes, bed etc... while us complaining here....

guess its really hard for a fortunate human being to understand always that we are a million time more Xing Fu then 2/3 of the others....

hai....

my greatest worry is IEF... tml still need to do a presentation to pull up our participation mark... hai.... so stress.... had coffee jus now to keep me awake since i have so much thing to do...

ytd went out with my muackies to celebrate hongyou bday.... had a fun day with themm.... =) they always bring all troubles away.... didnt manage to do much for my flash ytd since i am really tired....

now i gonna start doing... haa.... so gonna go..

but b4 that i shall finish the potatoes salad that my sister and i had made...
yummy....

take care.....

right now my eyes are red and hot....
not tears.... is tiredness.... or stress???
no idea....

well.... somehow i feel that me, Xue Fu Mei, actually felt stress is such a hilarious thing...
y should i feel stress when i didnt put in any piorities for my study??
i had nv been stress b4 for study, why now??

wahaha.... isnt it funny??

hai... i jus feel like shit sometimes, guess i only feel my best when i am happily having fun and making people happy or anything except studies related...

i suddenly felt a lost of interest in study.... hai.... maybe cos of IEF... what a big blow to me... i am so depressed by it... i noe 85% i gonna fail for it... but i jus..... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH i jus hate to even try to study it.....

i dunno if this kind of feeling shown a worsen on my depression....... but i always believe fumei is a strong gal.... =) fight it fight it fight it......

hai.... my main module projects are all finally over today with EC going last..... guess we didnt do as well as others .... but still what suppose to be there are there...... =) be glad for that.... thx alot SY bf.........

guess my lost of interest is also due to the sadness that i had lost my secondary sch math skill esp Amath..... sob... i hope to restudy my sec sch and gain back all the knowledge..... doing math is the onli thing i like about study..... believe it or not.... but i can hardly solve a simple qns now...

and i got a last flash to go..... jus hate it and regret choosing it.... what a dumb ass i am.....

ytd when to gym and bugis for shopping with wenting and jasmine.... bought 2 top 2 bottoms... spend 46 like that...... dunno issit another sign of depression not..... worried that i might have some hyperimplusive shopping illness..... cos i been hitting the malls.... and shop and shop and shop.... spend and spend and spend....... AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH going crazy again.... my acct bleeding too... but i like my spree ytd... satisfied with them....

gonna print my bank book soon.... but dare not.... cos of the large sum missing.... dunno how to ans to mum..... so.... candy, gonna take some part back asap...... sorry....

alright, gonna get some slp 1st before i wake up a few hours later to do my flash... shall listen to peiling advise to have a "play play" mentality to not stress myself.... haaa...
night readers....


suddenly i confirm my analysis... but its sort of late... i guess when we miss the right moment, things cant change back again.... so it can onli be a part of memories... to be recalled.... but not to be fantasy of.... i suddenly felt like a fool..... and i dunno what u are feeling and thinking.... guess its time again i set myself free from you and led my own lonely life... lets hope when the next one knocks on the door, i would become braver to face it.... go go go...

i am super tired and stress now

By what?

my IS flash module and EXAMs!!!!

i hope i nv lived in this world b4....

i hope i have a carefree life, doing thing i want and feel like onli....

i hope i will be able to hack care about everything.....

i wonder why there are so many rules and restrictions in this world....

why cant human jus be human??

why do we need to work so hard and live in a life that every1 feels that "this is life" when nobody noe who say life shld be this way.... i really find this hilarious....

why do diff people born differently, unfairly yet faced the same ending.... of death??

a friend once told me that "if life is equal, our fingers would be of equal length"

and i feel that is so true...

i really really feel like having a tour to unwind or head to the endless sea to give a loud shout... i need to get those hard feeling out of me.....

i wanne do well for my life..... but i still haven found my reason and motivation????

what is preventing me to to uncover it??

i really need to know....

i hope i can be overcome by a unknow force suddenly that would wake me up instantl and say "hey u got to get back on feet"

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*going crazy*

There are only four secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success.
You have to laugh and find humor every day.
You've got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die.
We have so many people walking around who are dead and don't even know it!
There is a huge difference between growing older and growing up.
If you are nineteen years old and lie in bed for one full year and don't do one productive thing, you will turn twenty years old.
If I am eighty-seven years old and stay in bed for a year and never do anything I will turn eighty-eight.
Anybody can grow older. That doesn't take any talent or ability.
The idea is to grow up by always finding opportunity in change.

Have no regrets.
The elderly usually don't have regrets for what we did, but rather for things we did not do. The only people who fear death are those with regrets.."

wow... haven been updating it for so long le.. haaa

well... been having a busy period that why...

rushing for projects.... (20hrs of projects marathon... wooh.... cool huh!... luckily its all over)

went for a continous 1 week straight of shop shop shop... with sinye.... phew..... *hole in the pocket* *crack goes my heart* =D *but enjoyment within* lol....

haaa.... lots of fun things took place during my "disappearance".... enjoying the companies of those lovely gals of ex-TB08 and better bonding......... and heal to my missing part.... lol.... sound serious huh.....

shall talk about some of the fun stuff that had took place....

remembered the period of project deadlines all hitting at ard the same time..... 3 at a go.... Pmkt, EC and OM.... *phew*..... well... i shld say its really a very unforgetable experience, with the addition of a special menber in the projects that had added much more spices to the hard time..... hai... after this incident, i can onli say i am an evil person..... cant help it..... i am shaped by the society..... *oh its soooo sad*......

i recalled returning to sch on that e-learning friday and sat form early at 10am to 7.30pm for those projects...... wooh.... somehow i find its cool (i noe my grp menbers are rolling their eyes when they read these.) .... seriously, its the 1st time that i had commited myself so heartily at one go for a projects, though my contribution are really little.... (Xing ku le Ivy, Sinye, Peiling and anthea) thanks for all your patients with me...... i really did enjoyed working with all of you.... =)

*I am seriously sorry for those evil things i had done... i felt pity for you... but maybe there is some problems that made me turn evil when the real things took place..... well.... u jus got to learn to accept things and slowly turn it right..... we may appear to be approachable and welcoming... (oops.... too proud of ourselves) but do give us a break sometime..... we are normal human being who can onli take certain limit to ur repeating of problems and rejecting all the solutions that we had given also, ur way of speaking..... *

ok so the projects are over.... oh yes..... i think we did rather well during our PMKT presentation compared to others (as in speaking wise)... hopefully the tutor felt the same.... =) going to noe the feedback tml..... *heartbeatzzzz*

ok... regrading the week of shopping.... wahhahaa..... its really wild... lol.... we did two straight day of shopping at West mall..... then signed up the This Fashion card so as to enjoyed its 30% discount.... lol.... i guess i spent a "blue" away.... *sigh*....

on thur.... 13jul2006....
after my IS flash, (hai... wonder how to start my miniproject).... i went to HD to work and later joined the 4 other lovely gals (wenting, jasmin, Ivy and peiling) at KBox cine to sing till we drop.... really had a wonderful night... but its so ex..... lol..... but its really soooo crazy and wild.... haaa..... =D...

on sat..... 15Jul...
my aunties and cousins from malaysia came for their doc appt.... and i set off to work when they arrived..... nothing special at work..... jus that i saw a pic of a uncle dressed in ladies panty and bra.... (and its so hilarious and weird... ask me why)..... guess that uncle was a bisexual... haaa....

so sunday...... calm and peace after my relatives went back..... and me blogging here.... haaa.....

kk.... shall check back again.....

stay tuned.....

hello....

haaa.... been bringing my lappy to sch this whole week... cos of projects and IS (flash)... so mah fan and din tei.... lol...

it seems like time is getting faster and faster.... 1 week is always over so fast.... so is one month and one year..... *sweat*

felt so suffocate..... dunno what i am living for..... i still haven understand life....

hai.... on friday.... (30june)
didnt went for lecture... so only set off to school at 10 am for the tutorial at 11am..... got back my result for EC... did really did well.... sad... but i didnt study much also.... so cant blame.... but still felt sad....

after tutorial... when to canteen1 to meet wenting and group....
but had a bad incident there..... thinking of it now still so sad.....
saw Koh poh tee... then i like try to hide la... then she saw and came to tell me "its polite that you see me and greet and not hide"
something like that....
i was speechless.....
i wasnt really hiding actually..... i was lookinf her way....
felt so humilated..... argh

went to SIM for lunch after much waiting..... ate pizza and chicken rice there.... then chat and chill b4 we set off to the library for project discussion.....
the 5 of us (anthea, sinye, ivy. peiling and me....) were having a good laugh at sinye weird (or shld i say disgusting) dream... haaaa..... luckily didnt get chase out....

after which i report to work at haagen dazs... yes.... u hear me right... i went back to haagen again.... lol.... noe why???
cos the IC ask me for schedule, cos i haven sign the resignation letter yet, and i told her i wanne quit. then she ask me to work 1 more week for her to look for new staff.... hai... being kind hearted.... i agreed... but onli work for 1 day la......

the day was ok there.... lots of new staffs and i am considered the senior for the floor le... so they call me to lead them... i was quite worried cos.... i scare later the new staffs will hate me for scolding them or throwing my weights.... but my seniors told me i have to do it... cos they very angry with them le... haaa.... although very challenging... but i sort of enjoy it.... lol.... honest....

then till closing, the manager call me to asign them jobs... then i ask her only got three jobs then i assigned le i will have nothing to do.... she told me to supervise them lor... i was like cool... haaa.... but end up i still need clean all the tables la... cos they very slow lor.... GR....

then we sat and chat for a while and had some ice-cream.... i tried the new flavour.... Summer Berries... it was very sour.. but when u pair it with melon (a combination call BLISS) it taste great... very refreshing..... =D i tried Green tea and choc choc chip as well.... it was nice... like the brownie one tooo..... haaa.......

then we went to took the company cad back home.... me and qiao feng and hannay were sitting at the back seats and we were chatting all the way..... i felt quit giddy cos had a tiing day and also we went to hougang 1st before we head west again.... haaa...... so i reach home ard 12..... and get to rest.....

wat a day......