hi peeps!

i am here to blog again....

well.... how do i feel now??

wat shld i say...... i dun feel anything.....
my common sense tell me i shld feel smth.....
but i am really not feeling anything.....

found out quite a number of stuff in his life today.....

but.... well the only thing i feel about is that i am no diff from the "restsssssssssss".

he dump my candles in there too... wat does it mean....i am no different?? jus something that belongs to the box also???

anyway, he let me know quite number of stuff in his past with the other HEr.... actually...... i was rather disappointed with smth when i saw those Pics...... a little on those wordings...... but more on the fact that she wears spect too!! =<... ok i know that lame... scold me for all u want readers.....

i actually tot that i was some1 who will not mind abit of the past....... *except the fact on "bad records"*... i tot if i was able to accept it in the 1st place, i will be able to take anything... but i am jus an ordinary simple gal.... that sad............

anyway... i am now going to say smth i didnt say on that day i wanted to......

i need you to assure me!!!

also... i will rather know then dun know... u know wat i mean....