well.....

was chatting on MSN with him jus now.....
ask him smth regarding his blog entries......

erm..... somehow... that chat make me check back to one of my entry in ard june.....

well.... when i read that entry.... i didnt feel that strong sense of missing anymore.... perharp.... its really shi xing le???

haaa......

hey.... this actually make me think back about those old times... lol....

i recalled my 1st crush happened when i was in pri 1 (in Boon lay garden pri)???

(heee... young young also will have crush de wor)...........

that guy was some1 who Q was behind me.....

those time we always pair in two (one boy one gal) and hold hands remember???

lol..... now seems rather funny... why teacher want us to hold each other hands that time.... lol..... =D...

anyway, at that time, i always hope one of the guy in front of us was sick so that the Q will go down by 1 and i get to hold his hand.... lol..... so funny to think of it now..... WAHAHA

2nd crush: happenend when i was transferred to Merlimau Pri (P3).....
(after a period of time of getting over my 1st??? ......hey i am a devoted person k... lol=X)

this guy was some1 sitting behind me..... joker of the class.... and was the guy i found most handsome de.... lol..... so i always like to turn around and borrow things from him.... lol.....

*cant believe i was so hua zhi when i was young*

this guy was one of my gd friend in P3 and P4... always play tgt de.... till in P4 when some1 spread "rumours" that i like him... then our friendship somehow broke... lol... (those time very sensitive/shy remember??)
haha...... but i remembered he once told me "yi dian dian" in P4, after the rumour, but b4 we split class in P5.... sob sob... lol...... =D....

this crush last till in early P6?? when we were again in the same class... haaa....(hey, like i said... i am devoted de.....)

3rd crush: after i "abandoned" my 2nd... lol..... its quite a funny 1 though..... this guy was some1 who always pissed me off in P3,4,5 de.... lol.... we always dou zui de.... wahaha..... and this crush also last for like till early sec 2?? hahaa.... dun laugh at me lei.....

PS: after like sec 3 did i found out in P6 he also got crush on me... lol... so funny... wahaha

BTW... this guy now also in NP BS course wor.... but like i say that was old old times..... lol..... and he is not my cup of tea liao..... so dao.... oops....
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through out my sec sch i nv really have any big crush on any1 anymore... and i was wondering if i was adnormal.... haha..... =D...

then sec4 after graduated.... went out to work... also nv found any 1 i really like...

*of course through out those period got small small crushes la.... but not major one like mentioned... *

then i felt more adnormal... haha.... was worried then that i might have lost the ability to "love" again.....
was going....."oh noo.... wat happended to me!!??? "

4th crush: till ard 2005 july did i meet A.... and did i noe i was normal all this while.... haha.......... i felt love again.... but though things nv work out, at least i know i was normal..... haha.......

then now.... most of you out there shld have known.......

i got HIM.....

so its CONFIRMED that i was normal k.....lol......

i think i am laughing my head off typping this out.....
i cant imagine i used to be so..... hahahahah

can see when i really like smth, its usually long yea??? lol.....

hope my sis is doing well......