i am super tired and stress now

By what?

my IS flash module and EXAMs!!!!

i hope i nv lived in this world b4....

i hope i have a carefree life, doing thing i want and feel like onli....

i hope i will be able to hack care about everything.....

i wonder why there are so many rules and restrictions in this world....

why cant human jus be human??

why do we need to work so hard and live in a life that every1 feels that "this is life" when nobody noe who say life shld be this way.... i really find this hilarious....

why do diff people born differently, unfairly yet faced the same ending.... of death??

a friend once told me that "if life is equal, our fingers would be of equal length"

and i feel that is so true...

i really really feel like having a tour to unwind or head to the endless sea to give a loud shout... i need to get those hard feeling out of me.....

i wanne do well for my life..... but i still haven found my reason and motivation????

what is preventing me to to uncover it??

i really need to know....

i hope i can be overcome by a unknow force suddenly that would wake me up instantl and say "hey u got to get back on feet"

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*going crazy*