yes i am back to blog again...

well... half an hour more and i got to leave for my work....

well... what do i have to say....

I lOve My Sis...... and i hope she and her child can be happy always....
I never blame my sis at all..... i only miss her..... i didnt noe she had been suffering so long with her emotions.... the confession yesterday draw the 3 of us into tears.....

"Jie i nv blame you at all.... u dun need to seek my forgiven...... i understand how u had been feeling about it all the time..... pls dun be silly and keep blaming urself.... pls be happy again.... u have got a child now to take care of.... he needs all ur love and wants u to be happy... he wants you to recover.... he is here to brighten up ur live.... so pls dun let him down..... pls put aside all those silly thoughts...... shower ur baby with all ur love...."

recalling those time we used to spend tgt in our childhood..... i really treasure it all... i confess that i felt lonely at time that i didnt have any1 to share with when i hope for u to be here.... u left me at a growing up age.... but u are not to blame.... and regarding those thoughts u had... PLS PLS PLS...... put them aside.... i will nv do anything that hurts you.... TRUST remember??? he is ur husband and u got to trust him..... dun think too much about anything and be a happy mum..... i am longing for ur baby to come to his aunts and grandma house...... i am longing to hug him soon....

Now, all i want is you to become happy again..... i dun want to see u sad nor troubled by those tots u think i care.... No i dun blame u.... and its true.... Pls dun live with guilt......

i will continue to seek for my own happiness and bear all the advices u had given us....

i will be save and strong.... and so must you.....

I will take good care of mei mei and xiao mei....dun worry.....