Monday, January 12, 2009

Hi!

Just feel like doing a short entry.

He is in NS now n on guard duty tonight.

I really kind of miss him alot.
And also worry....

Its going to be 2 weeks long before i can get to see him again.
And last week end wasn't able to pei him much.

Feel sad cos i need to work.
We only went Chinatown to walk walk on Sat Night...

I felt rather negative went i dun get to see him.
I have this thinking n idea in me......

As he is in NS now, we hardly get to meet and chat n communicate.
even when we do chat, i also dunno what to talk about since we already know our daily routine.
So all the conversation follow the same routine too.
"what you did today"
"tiring anot?"
"what time sleep? finish your stuff? "
"Got miss me"

Then follows by some pauses in between...
And all conversation ends within 10 to 15 min at MOST.

I guess we are a couple who dun communicate much n well through phone.
But Much better through face to face when we meet.

I am worry n dunno whether his love for me remain high even though i am not around him.
Scare that with the lack of time together, our love level will be lower an over time, feel the need to have one another lesser, n eventually lost each other....

I dun want this to happen...

But i believe right now he still loves me....
And i hope the above remain just an idea.

Take good care of yourself....
Night.

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