hello... back to blog again...
hai... wat a bad day today..
suppose to have an appt today.... but got ps... fang fei ji... so down.. then my attempt to make another appt was bad too.... my friend gave mi a shitty ans (i will be 5 cents richer if i never reply).. i was pissed off... gr....
let mi tell you in details how bad my day was......

ytd i had a very unhappy night... my friend(A) told his parents he not gg home tt night... intending to spend the night at another guy house... unfortunaly... tt guy will be spending the night out for appt too... then this friend(A) agreed to come with us as another of my friend (B) suggest to go my house and also buy voka at cheer.... i didnt tot they said that seriously.... and was kind of dunno wat to do when i knew B meant it... i dunno where to let them slp... and my mum disagreed of them staying in my house... so i was like very pai sei... then they say wanne slp in void deck... very weird la.. then A keep complaining tt my place very ulu... and i am quite pissed off by it lor...

later when i got home.. my mum was very angry of mi and sort of scolded mi... i was very hurt... i jus dun understand why she always think things till so serious or complicated.. i noe cos she is jus being cautious.. but i still cant tahan that lor... its like if really everything pple do also got motive then next time i no need do big things le lor... i jus hate tt way that she thinks my friends are all bad.. i jus dun noe how to bring across the msg tt i noe wat i am doing...

then morning when i woke up, my mum keep nagging abt ytd night stuff again.. and told mi not to go my company again....i was very very sad... and startled to doubt myself... am wat i doing really right? shld i give up... but how to??

but anyway.. i suppose to have an appt today.. i went to lakeside mrt to change to my biz wear.. cos i dun want my mum to noe i went company... then i wanne take the train there cos i cant take bus or i will be late... jus when i tap my card.... and when in to the station,,, my friend told mi she cant make it.. i was like.. HUH?!.. then i dunno whether to still go down the company or wat.... but i went down still... but when i went in.. there was no1.. so i went off.. took bus 97 and set off to jurong east.... on the bus i tot of wat to do next.. decided to go shopping my own.. but feel like calling B out to talk about my prob... on the bus i tot thru all the things that have happen... and i found a drop of tears on my face... so i decided to call B out to talk instead....

i forgotten that B mum will be at a competition and needed supporters and B onli mamage to get 2.. mi and another friend... but end up onli got mi go... lol... but the day following was much much better le.... jus tt my mum start nagging again when i got home abt the ytd night stuff again... hai...

guess i will stop here... though i have tons of other things to write...

gd night every1....