hellooo...
back again... hee....
been away from here for such long time le... did any1 miss me??? lol.....=P
sooo i shld publish all my posts at 1 go... heee... so enjoy reading...

i shall start on wat happened today.....

again... we have reached the middle of the week... its wednesday today.... *sigh* how time fly....

i woke up at ard 8.30 today, washed up and haved breakfast....
my dad was on leave today so he stayed home and does the sweeping and mopping... (haa... i no need do...) wonder when my mum will be back.... its really hard to handle a home seriously....

after my breakfast, i boiled the water and then sat in front of the desktop... cant remember wat i did on it... but dunno y the time passed so quickly.... before i notice it, its already bath time for mi before i sat off to sch.... i actually tot of cooking instant noodles for my dad and mi as lunch... but there was no time for that..... so after my bath, i packed my bag (and i need to bring y laptop today for BCA) , changed and set off to sch....

i was late for lesson.... about 10min?? but i wonder if that teacher did marked my attendance...~~... during the lesson i did my SAM assignments and our PBL (there was hell lots of problems but i cant be of help.... so guilty.... ).... also during the lesson.... Pamela talked to me and jasmine about the problem we have in our LMS... she is really a serious worker... haha... no offend....

after the lesson... Pam, cassie (thx her for the help), peiling, ivy and mi went to the nursing block to film one of our LMS scene.... i freak out when we entered the room... there were dummies on the bed... they look so dame scary... soooo real.... the tot of it now still irk me.... shiver.... but we still that scene over with with 2 NG by me... (sorry....)

after which.. i went canteen1 and look for helene and hui mian... and i had my late lunch... hhaaa... then we proceed to pam house ard 5.40... reached at 7 plus and completed everything by 8.15.... thank god....

well... i dun really like how i look on screen... it jus suck... sob... but jus let it be... as though any1 care....
i reached home ard 9.30pm and i bought instant noodle as dinner... then after that i came over to this desktop and completed this post... finally.... haaa..

ok... gonna make a call... hope i have a good chat....

signing off.....
gd night
*muack*

I got this story from a friend.... i think its quite sad.....

"this is how it all started....
8th oct 2005
the feeling was in the air that day... somehow.

after we parted with the rest, we went home together.... cos we are heading down to the same place... we took the Train back... its was so crowded and i didnt have a seat and so had to stand... i had such a tired day... he stood near me and was using his mobile phone (msging) and talk to me... the same type of conversation we shared.... we reached our destinated stop finally and the sky was already dark... he was suppose to take a bus back but i asked him to walk to the next bustop instead (cos its along the route i had to walk...hehe) our body was in a few short contact... then he suggested to take the U-turn bus which both of us can take...
on the bus.... we chatted.... but i was tired... after the long day of work.. i dunno where i got the courage (maybe cos his shoulder was jus next to mi) i asked if i could lie on his shoulder... he agreed.. so i lean down for a while.. my face was a bit red... i withdrawn my head.... i notice he was tired too.. and he joked tt he shld lie on my head... so i lie on his shoulder again and his head was on mine... though tt moment only lasted for 10 secs.... but had stayed in my head for the next week (which i didnt manage to get to see him)... that moment feeling was really sweet...

hello....
back to blog again...
its been a long long time......

my one and a half month sch holiday is over....
so... how have i spent it??
well...... i work in a factory (Associated Spring Asia) for jus a month (plus 5 days).... really have a taste of how rat race is... *its really addictive how we keep thinking about the money and had to drag myself up every morning* ... it was so dame tired during tt period.... but its over..... and somehow i do miss the pple there..... i learnt and see lots of things there too.... *how cunning pple are... how some pple is so two-faced... etc* .... haha....
but... i didnt manage to achieve wat i want during the holiday.... sad....

hai... actually lots of stuffs happened during the holiday period....its alot of stuffs that have changeg my life somehow.....

i can't mention what really took place in here... but this incident have really inject mi with a lots more fighting spirit.... and i am going to fight.... jus praying for the RIGHT person to appear.....

"YOU MUST DO IT, FUMEI"

another interesting thing that somehow change my life is........ shld i say??.... erm........ erm............erm................... well....... i shall say a bit....... i am enjoying a person company recently..... feel nice with tt person but still cant figure out wat he think..... also...... haiz...... dunno if i am right.......

ok... i shall stop here for now...
gd night......

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*why is he sometime hot sometime cold??*